rushing
i feel like an idiot. saturday is supposed to be the best day of the week. today = not. oh well. i just feel like if i hurried over, you would be glad to see me and want to hang out. but it lasts moments only. other things always seem to be a little more important. people further away are more interesting. maybe i'm just too available to you. maybe. if something happens, it will be your fault. if THIS thing happens, what will we do? what will you do?
i'm tired of rushing. always hurring to your side to kiss your ouchies. what about my hurts? you band-aid them well enough i guess. i love you.
good night.
i'm tired of rushing. always hurring to your side to kiss your ouchies. what about my hurts? you band-aid them well enough i guess. i love you.
good night.
posted by lily | 9:05 PM
6 Comments:
Boys are dumb.
not dumb - just oblivious sometimes...
i still wouldn't trade him for the world
I really hope he comes around some day soon.
Boys are NOT dumb. We just have trouble thinking about more than one thing at a time.
zoinks! i spent so long feeling what you feel. Lily, I have so much empthy and compassion for what you experience with him. I really hope he comes around soon too...before you reach your emotional end of the line.
a lot of days i already feel like i'm there. the only thing i can say is that i'm happier than i am sad, so there you go. i'd surely be losing a lot more than i'd gain by giving up now. after almost 11 months, i'm pretty much invested.
i know he loves me. that's what's important i guess.
thanks for the support, tho.
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